Am I Cut Out For This?

The level of introspection needed to write essays is unbelievable.  This week was tough.  I received feedback on my first round of essays and basically need to re-write them from the jump.  That's all I need to say right now.  I'm feeling defeated right now and am wondering if I'm cut out for this.  The balancing act between essays and GMAT is becoming unsettling.  

But!  Don't cry for me Argentina...once I redo my essays I'll feel better.  But right now... ::sigh:: is all I have to say.